a continuation of my last post

it was the end of class last time wrote.. and i now have just completed a science test, that i am almost certain that i failed. To be honest. Im quite bummed out about my science and math results. Im doing well in every subject except those two. Any who. School is irritating to talk about and it gets me in a bad mood so i shall just skip talking about that. haha
Also, i know that one or two of you in cell read my blogs, im not sure who though. So if you just so happen to read this one leave a message for me to read and i will say hi and maybe get around to reading one of your blogs. I do read your blogs sometimes, but occasionally i get in a state of insanity and run out of time T.T
by the way, noel, if you read this. HELLO! and dont call me past 10.30, because i will be asleep haha. And text before you call ok!
and to all the cell ladies who may read this, i missed you alot and cant wait to see you all.
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ps. i have realised i havent talked about god in my blogs for a while. I guess its because i have been going journal crazy.
But never fear i will make my next post one about the amazing stuff that happened over new zealand trip regarding god.

love yall!
xxxx
pss. how nice is this pic of me cheryl and tak?

back in singapore back to stress

im home again,
my trip to new zealand was so eventful that i dare not write all that happened in this blog. Or any blog at all. It really is simply impossible to give the trip justice by a few words. To find out what happened, one must ask!
To add just one note on the matter, the group of us that went to New zealand was so small that we came like a tight knit family, though as yet another side note, i must add that some of the guys need to find a way to deal with their snoring. haha.
So, faster that i wanted it to be. Im back at school. Homework is piling up, stress hit on maximum. Their just arnt enough hours in the day to be able to both relax and to complete all my work. Im keeping a good attitude about it though...
Finally i have made a tiny break free of the group i used to hang out with a school. Its only been a few days though. None the less though. people have started to talk to me more and realize that im not going to take anyones crap. The year 10's dont really care about me so why should i bother with them? The years 9 guys look up to me. Not just as a senior, but as a person who they respect and care about. I never really noticed that they knew i was having a hard time and kept very much out of peoples way. It makes me so happy to know people care <3.
im going to continue this.. its jsut that class ended!

stress is a big fish in a little mans head

school is a evil thing that sadistic parents force their children to attend. It causes copious irritation to the poor child who has to work their ass off excessively to pass a class that in their, and their fellow classmates minds, is impossible to pass. I think that parents need to just ease off the whole, you fail you die you live on the streets type attitude. It feels as though to live a seemingly good life you dont not have the right to relax, to have fun and to be stress free. Well, i pretty much say screw what they think. I dont want to live my life being stress all the time and always worrying. Being mediocre but happy seems like a much better option. My parents have decided that i such at math so much that i need to have tuition three times a week with my math teacher.. at lunchtime. I already knew that i sucked at math, but i still made a attempt to try hard. But to make me give up my free time, the time that i can have stress free with my friends, is simply a totalitarian action.
My parents want the best for me, but sometimes they need to have faith in my and let my decisions, good bad, teach me what i should do in MY life. At the end of the day, if i want to try hard i will but if i dont i wont. They dont have power over how hard i apply myself in my studies. They are just damn lucky that i would rather spend my time with a teacher reviewing the thing that i hate the most then fight with them and get grounded for a terrifyingly long time. I know there are many people who dont try at school, but i am not one of them. And after almost 16 years of knowing me i think my parents should know this.
I love the days that i get to spend with noel, i get to swim which is something that i love but sadly cant be bothered to do alot of the time, and i get to spend time with a friend who i very dear to me. I find myself awaiting the texts that say.. "skye, can i come swimming today?". He also inspires me to think of what kind of tasty dish i will make for dinner haha
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today was also the terry fox run for cancer. I ran non stop for 10 mins, when i did it. I thought non stop of Grace and Tracey. I sang to god begging him to let tracey live. I did well and everyone was proud of me. But when i went up to change it all got to much and i burst into tears. It was kind of embarrasing. I really hate to cry in front of my peers. But i felt better after it.
I just shows how much i need support from my friends. I really am so blessed to have them <3.

im and lady macbeth jr *chortle*

if i could chose to be anywhere in the world right now i would like to be on a beach FAR away. I feel tence all the time, irritated ALL THE TIME! when i said to people i wanted something interesting to occur i really wasnt planning on a copious amount of homework and social bullshit.
I would love to run right now, though i despise running in PE, i feel there is nothing better than running in the cold wind with you hair whipping at your face. And it has to be dark, why? because it suits my mood ( yes i am emo-ing get over it)
toodles.. im in english now
macbeth and irritation to take me though the class... joy

can you really trust anyone anymore? (yes another blog about my irritation)

a secret is a secret, its aim is to not be told to anyone unless the person who which carries the burden choses to make it open to the general public. Thus, when a person who knows someone's secret choses to tell it to other without permission, they are obviously breaking a bond of trust.

As you can tell from the language i am using ,my mind is quite "blah" right now. It is irritating how someone's feelings seem to count as so little to another. To be truthful, i think people should grow up and smell the roses, do to people what you want done to yourself.

I am a trustful person. I can say that without a once of pride. I say it TRUTHFULLY. If people come to me wishing to tell me something that they wish not to be told to others, i will respect their choice and keep it to myself. Ah, i feel like fortunes fool ( shakespeare much?) People these days are so damn manipulative. Ah, you can trust us Skye, come on pleaaaaaaase tell us. Oh, skye dont you trust us (pulls a face of mock hurt). I give in to easily. It irritating sometimes.

And when the secret that i have told comes out. What it was no longer matters. It could be something silly, or small or big. But that isnt the DAMNED point! the point is that i trusted someone. How i am going to continue at this school is a mystery. But one thing is quite true, im a avid blogger!

caio caio!

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listening to: hope it gives you hell-all american rejects

eating-lemon sorbet

PS.to all my wonderful followers on Deviantart im creating a comish for Jwagawoga its gnna be finished soon

its bloody massive haha postage is gnna cost a MINT, lucky thing he is a good friend LOL 

im bad im bad n u knowwww it!

im really tired

so tired that to be perfectly honest it makes my eyes feel droopy and sting. I have homework up to the rim but that not the issue. I love my school life, its irritations and a such are mediocre to me. But i would like it much more if some people not naming names (matt lol) learnt to keep their space and respect my wishes not to be to physical with them. A morning hug is fine, but honestly lol. Science is really plain, we have so many assignments for moderations and its really irritating. 

English was fine. I didnt eat the teacher, i did explain that i was upset though. She was not understanding, but i guess i should just get over it and shed my tears later LOL.

i love my mates

currently listening to : maplegunman by Ancafe , Ill eat you up by BoA and Flith in the beauty by Gazette

eating: penut brittle

loving: grape flavored candies

sad as a seabiscut

got a progress report for english... english for craps sake. MY BEST SUBJECT

bloody hell, is it my fault that study wiz is complete CRAP that loses peoples work... i think not

hey i find it soooo funny that the teacher sent a progress report when she wasnt EVEN THERE.

dumb shit -.- grrrrrr

whats even worse is that m stupid control freak parents who dont really give a flying rats arse about what I say, are going to think i didnt do my work.. well wonderful absolutly wonderful.. im now catogarized with the unorganized uncaring people.. 

shit...

also tori isnt here today.. great

and the guy im interested in prefers to make fun at me than create proper conversation. but maybe that due to the fact he has a lack of brain cells. ><* i am blah blah blah

on the up side, i had a good convo with god today on the bus.. it was so freaky though.. coz i felt this thing (air? god? stalker?) stroke down my face.. then i jumped six foot ... lucky everyone was asleep 

bwa bwa bwa

from a very pissed skye

signing off

discriminated because i work..thats a new one

well, if you can see the time that this blog is being written you will notice that im at school, yeh..

thats how i roll.

Im blogging due to the fact that the teacher has nothing else for me to do. No joke,  im sitting here with absolutely nothing to due while everyone else works on their OWE on fuel cells. We had three weeks to do it. Well, i finished it. 

Because i finished it i went a told the teacher who proceeded to tell me there was nothing else for me to do. -.-* thanks sir. i said i would study up for our next subject and i got my textbook that is now sitting next to me quite lonely and ignored. ( i dont like physics very much :) ) 

SO YES. the teacher has me doing nothing for 2 periods, i am NOT IMPRESSED! 

i get bored easily so  i suppose that i will just comment on deviant art works for 90 mins. -.- UCK

PS, the pics is of me and tori being rebels right now. thank god for photobooth and high library shelves hehe

ISS is the best

life, is it interesting? probably not, would i like a bit more drama.. yeh but at the end of the day i cant complain. Life right now is fantastic!

i have so many friends this year, one of which is this guy called Kenneth and he is a rugby player (so ... buff and good at art LOL) and there is this Dutch guy called Hessel, and he is really nice :D

the girls at my school that i hang out with are mainly from least year, but we are getting along really well. This year is going to be good.. i sence it with my 3rd (wtf) eye.

lots of homework though.. it makes me want to kill myself! personal project is FUN though and in doing quite good at english! LIFE IS GREAT

currently listening to: real voice by Ayaka

eating:Pasta

Drawing: balloons!

loving: the smell of paint

new times, new slate, new life

OH my giddy goodness you might be thinking when you read this, oh my where have all her blogs gone you may be thinking, or not. Sometimes, i read things i wrote down years ago. I found one of my old journals a few nights ago and was disgusted at how childish it all sounded. I read my blogs too, and i realized that i need to just clean my blog slate and start all over again. Its a new school year, i have new friends, i have new things to write about. Happy things and sad things. Bad things and mad things. Stories to write, tales to tell.

i want to start a new slate and a new story, because its both exciting and refreshing. Have a great week everyone! 

PS. i forgot what our blog URL is for cell group so please tell me. Also, how do you follow a blog, tell me because i have no idea! haha